I actually can’t remember anything at all about the extra time. It’s all a bubble really. And then it was time for the penalty shootout. I knew that I was supposed to be the third shooter on our team. But then Ljubo turned to me, pointed really hard with his finger in my chest and told me that I would be the fifth shooter instead. “Yeah, sure,” I answered. I really did not understand then how big it was. I had just been in that world for almost a year and did not understand the magnitude of a German team being on the verge of a huge final. If we made it to the final it would only have been the second time in the club’s history to do so.
Eggert came up to me and asked if he could give me some pointers as to what Saric usually does during penalties. I said no because I have always felt that it is up to the goalkeepers to adapt to me and not the other way around. In the back of my mind I knew that I wanted to put the ball high because he had lowered his arms earlier during the game.
I felt that I had a huge advantage because I knew who he was but he had no idea who I was. I was so young. I have never talked to Saric about it but I guess that he thought that since I was so young I would just do something easy. But I didn’t and it worked out pretty well I would say. I was still a child in my mind and therefore I did not understand what I had done. Today I would have understood that the ball needs to go into the net – but I just stood there and was pretty relaxed watching the penalties before it was my turn.
Ljubo was a genius in the talk before the penalties. He just stood there with the biggest smile on his face and the confidence just beamed from him. He was completely sure that we would win. Myself, Jim, Weinhold, Bogdan and Eggert took our penalties and the four of us were not used to that situation at all. Barcelona had players like Rutenka, Karabatic and Tomas… Absolute legends.
But we did it. I did not understand what had happened until I turned around after the ball went in and I saw the whole team running to me. They hit me like a train. Then I woke up. I remembered that I had a stress fracture in my back so I got worried since all of these giants were basically running me over. Tobias Karlsson with a body filled with adrenalin is pretty powerful. I can promise you that.